See this title may sound too soppy or content may suck as I am no Wordsworth neither I am trying to be. Screaming and shouting is not all about the crap that hit the fan but at times its about some that went into my head and I had to "oolty" it out or I would get some serious soppy syndrome.
Before you read it and make any conclusions like some crack head wannabe romeo is doing all this for attention - ITS NOT THAT.
One more - Its not pointing to a particular person or a lost love so before your shit head go into that direction, curb that stallion.
Now here I am ooltying some .... something, call it woteva as u please.
It has been a while since we lost touch
and now is so late that we have lost control too.
No matter how bitter the end was, large the differences were
those were forgotten the next moment.
What broke us was "me" we both gave it more importance then than "you"
irony is its all about you and what is still cherished is "me with you".
The smiles the laugh the joys we shared.
There is no way back to where we left,
but there is definitely a(this) way to tell
that u still are there around what if not in reality but
in the bright colors when I dream or think within or when I look back and smile at happy me.
I frown too not at you or not at the reasons we argued about
but at the fact why I had to be so worried about reasons.
I am furious at being so powerless that i can not change it
and while I say so I still cant change a thing.
We might be different person now or in a different world too
and I know rest of my life is about learning to live without you.
Okay now let me screw it up before you laugh at me....WAH WAH .... WAH WAH ....
:)
